Real operators generally don't court uncalculated risk or crave the violence and horrific bloodshed of combat, but they are trained and prepared both mentally and physically to confront such circumstances when thrust upon them. In general, a real operator is quiet and unassuming, and prefers to avoid talk of his work with outsiders, whereas impostors most often seem incapable of talking about anything other than their imaginary superhuman accomplishments and fabricated heroic exploits.
In reality, they are insecure cowards craving undeserved respect and seeking to instill awe and fear in those they encounter, if for no other reason than to conceal their true cowardly nature and satisfy the coward's universal desire to be the object of .
Real heroes don't seek to be worshipped. They don't seek to be heroes in the first place.
(from the Veriseal site)
Sunday, December 12, 2010
I knew he would do this to my cat. I have tried for 5 months to get Tinka back to the States. No one helped me. I guess giving me credit card debt, taking my belongings, ruining me financially, physically, mentally & emotionally wasn't enough. The non-stop harassing, bullying & stalking wasn't enough. He had to torture & kill my cat. It's time for the whole truth to come out. The following IM Skype message says it all. All I tried to do was walk away with everything I had left. I even quick deeded a building in my name for $10.00 measley dollars to get away. I was tired of all the evil & fraud.
|[2:00:06 AM] pennylane.black: You won't see me Monday, I walked away from it<><> >>|
[2:00:32 AM] pennylane.black: That's why I wasn't there last time either
[2:02:56 AM] tfsaber: too bad, too sad, you are now a defendant....
[2:08:07 AM] tfsaber: lets see who wins.............
[2:09:23 AM] tfsaber: PS: the cat is dead...
[2:15:35 AM] pennylane.black: I knew you would kill my cat. You hated me & he had to die.
[2:23:01 AM] pennylane.black: That makes you the winner. Hope you feel good about yourself now.
[2:32:21 AM] pennylane.black: Why did you kill Tinka? How? Did you at least bury him? When did he die?
[2:35:08 AM] pennylane.black: Did he suffer? Please tell me.
[2:37:45 AM] pennylane.black: Was it quick? Please tell me
[2:38:27 AM] pennylane.black: Nina is she okay? How is she taking this?
[2:39:20 AM] pennylane.black: Nina has to be devastated, she loved him. Please tell me
[2:40:53 AM] pennylane.black: Please tell me what happened
[2:41:31 AM] pennylane.black: Did you kill him? Or did he die from a disease or bloat? PLEASE TELL ME
[2:42:36 AM] pennylane.black: I'm begging you to tell me when & how my cat died
[2:44:02 AM] pennylane.black: Why won't you tell me? Please tell me
[2:44:55 AM] pennylane.black: Did you bury or cremate him? PLEASE TELL ME
[2:48:05 AM] pennylane.black: Why didn't you tell me when he died????????????????????
[2:48:41 AM] pennylane.black: Maybe I could of at least talked to him on the phone before he passed over. Why didn't you let me know?
[2:50:08 AM] pennylane.black: Why didn't you let me talk to him before it happened?
[2:52:11 AM] pennylane.black: Please tell me how Tinka died & when please I'm begging you
[2:57:51 AM] pennylane.black: This is omnipotent evil personified not even letting me know when my cat died & how you are the most toxic human being and I use the term loosely that ever existed you will go to hell for this you know. And not even answering me about how my cat died surpasses any other rotten thing you have ever done hands down. You can't even let me know how Tinka's life ended & you knew Tinka meant the world to me.
[2:59:01 AM] pennylane.black: I thought you cared about animals at least I guess that's gone too
[2:59:41 AM] pennylane.black: One more time---------I am begging you-------------when & how did Tinka die?
[3:11:30 AM] pennylane.black: Please Please Please Please Please Please I am begging you tell me what happened to my cat? How did he die?